You just told me I ain’t shit and I guess I’m proving it right now
These Drake Lyrics, got me thinking…
I told him once he ain’t shit. Not ‘cuz he was, but ‘cuz he was treating me like I wasn’t shit to him. As when those words ran out of my heart and walked off my tounge, the veins in his eyes swole, his lips pursed, and he cried.
He cried not b/c I was his love, and I was over his shit… but b/c everyone he knew in life, told him he ain’t shit.
I heard his mom tell him, his aunts, his step-dad, and now me…Negative affirmations convince you.
In his nuclear orbit, we all knew he could never be amoung ths stars.
Drake - Hate Sleeping Alone
Always loved her. Image 5 year-old me, sitting cross legged in front of the TV box with a dial, staying awake to watch Lucy
I told you I loved you for the first time yesterday… and meant it. Meant it for the first time, in our relationship or in this way, ever.
I have felt love before; felt it conditionally I suppose, —> but felt it.
With you, I experience love through your permanence in my psyche; through your stares, kisses, and touches; the way you clean the dishes after I cook you dinner; when u apologize when something takes ur attention away from me—although brief, shows me you want all ur time/focus spent on me.
I feel your love. I have never felt it before, Iv’e said it before,
to a few men. But with you, I feel it when I’m not with you, I feel it when you don’t say it. Love is beyond the words as an expression of emotion. Our Love is felt through our interactions, our words, and our adventures.
- I have been challenged with finding the truth beneath what looks like lies
- Loving with no limits
- Finding a way to believe in me && me in love && me loving you